I don't see how she could be. [mean? or nice? she means it both ways. he's just kind of a sad boy who loves the people he loves so hard.
anyway that argument worked on haru too it's just obvious that gerard would not go to space.]
...Well. It seems like people can get caught up in that by accident more easily than we thought, so I guess I'll be less mad at her.
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Um. In mine, I - well, I didn't destroy the universe exactly. But I erased everything in it except me and Rin so he'd stop ignoring me, because being there was making me feel crazy, and I just - yeah.
And then I realized the thing wrong with it the whole time was me, and now that it was just us, all I was doing was hurting Rin, too. Like, I couldn't even go near him, or it was just...getting corrupted.
So I tried to erase myself to stop it from happening, but for some reason it didn't work and I was just there by myself in nothing for a long time instead. [...] But not like, for one hundred and fifty years or anything.
[ not even the people who he murdered here are scared of him - so that seems true at least. ]
... I'm sorry. It's awful.
[ it explains a lot about how she was feeling then, though, and he feels terrible for not knowing how to understand it entirely at that point. it certainly feels familiar now. he'll give a small huff of a laugh at the 150 years though, because what else is there to do. ]
It is easier to get caught up in it than you'd think, isn't it?
[ he doesn't know if this is actually complimentary or not - after all, he already got labelled as never going to space, and now not even being able to erase the universe which doesn't paint a picture of a particularly brave or decisive guy, but he'll take it. ]
[yeah, well, snow white is a pretty brave and decisive person. being a guy who worries about the consequences and logistics of going to space doesn't seem like it's all negatives.]
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anyway that argument worked on haru too it's just obvious that gerard would not go to space.]
...Well. It seems like people can get caught up in that by accident more easily than we thought, so I guess I'll be less mad at her.
[...]
Um. In mine, I - well, I didn't destroy the universe exactly. But I erased everything in it except me and Rin so he'd stop ignoring me, because being there was making me feel crazy, and I just - yeah.
And then I realized the thing wrong with it the whole time was me, and now that it was just us, all I was doing was hurting Rin, too. Like, I couldn't even go near him, or it was just...getting corrupted.
So I tried to erase myself to stop it from happening, but for some reason it didn't work and I was just there by myself in nothing for a long time instead. [...] But not like, for one hundred and fifty years or anything.
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... I'm sorry. It's awful.
[ it explains a lot about how she was feeling then, though, and he feels terrible for not knowing how to understand it entirely at that point. it certainly feels familiar now. he'll give a small huff of a laugh at the 150 years though, because what else is there to do. ]
It is easier to get caught up in it than you'd think, isn't it?
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[until sunday, that is.]
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Well, I didn't actually mean to erase the universe!
[but erasing herself didn't feel great, either.]
Anyway, you don't have to worry about that.
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Ah ... then I won't?
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Thank you.
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...Don't be a Herard, I meant that to be nice.
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[ he is working on not being a herard!!!!!! ]
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[but she smiles a little at his reaction. not his fear; she does take that seriously.]
So I won't.
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Thanks.