[ i mean clearly gerard thinks he shouldn’t leave probably too because what stuff does he even have to pack. he doesn’t have anything. he’s got a duck and it probably lives in the bathtub. ]
I’m responsible. For fucking it all up. We were— in these loops, and every loop I kept making mistakes. Kept making the wrong choices, or being the Gnosia or- ... I kept being the one to make it worse.
We were in these ... loops. We had to figure out who amongst us was one of the Gnosia, intent on destroying humanity. Or we were the Gnosia ourselves, trying to win by erasing the humans out of existence. The roles all switched around, and sometimes we were on the same side, and sometimes we weren’t. Um. Setsu was there too. And Ylfa was there. ... And Elody.
It just went on, forever. It must have been a hundred or more times.
You sound like I did, after I came back from Matsui and Buzen's memories. I thought everything that happened was my fault. That I ruined everything while everyone else was doing their best.
[ Shakes his head. ]
You did what you could, Gerard. These missions, they... They set you up to fail.
[ rin is a really sweet kid and his main feeling about this is guilt for making him have to sit here and comfort him when he should not have probably done a better job of that for rin the previous week. ]
I know— I do know that. [ the missions are absolutely designed to fuck with your brain in so many terrible ways and there is no way to win. ] I think it’s more I didn’t do what I could. When I had the chance, I blew it all up. The universe. Instead of having to do another loop.
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This is your room. They can stay in the other one if they don't want to be in here. [ aggro rin ] ... But why wouldn't they?
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[ i mean clearly gerard thinks he shouldn’t leave probably too because what stuff does he even have to pack. he doesn’t have anything. he’s got a duck and it probably lives in the bathtub. ]
I’m responsible. For fucking it all up. We were— in these loops, and every loop I kept making mistakes. Kept making the wrong choices, or being the Gnosia or- ... I kept being the one to make it worse.
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[ designed to mess with your head. ]
Were you all trying to escape together?
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It just went on, forever. It must have been a hundred or more times.
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Buzen said something about... needing to wipe out humanity. Was that when he was the Gnosia?
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Yes. He isn’t very good at lying - which is to his credit, honestly.
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You sound like I did, after I came back from Matsui and Buzen's memories. I thought everything that happened was my fault. That I ruined everything while everyone else was doing their best.
[ Shakes his head. ]
You did what you could, Gerard. These missions, they... They set you up to fail.
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I know— I do know that. [ the missions are absolutely designed to fuck with your brain in so many terrible ways and there is no way to win. ] I think it’s more I didn’t do what I could. When I had the chance, I blew it all up. The universe. Instead of having to do another loop.
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Oh. Is that what brought you all back here?
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I didn't think it would work like that. I really thought-- [That was it. Lights out.]