he appreciates that he doesn't need to spell out how not-okay he is. it's not even remotely okay, and he's not good at pretending to be strong regardless. ]
...Yeah. [ ... ] I had a fight with him. We weren't even speaking.
[ he is privately thinking, gerard, you seem to have made a lot of mistakes in your life ]
I want to fix it. [ they could re-do their last words, technically ] But I don't know if we can.
[ they're not exactly cutthroat victor types here on froggystyle. and he's okay with that, but it does make the future uncertain—and a little scary, if the way he's messing with the sleeves of his hoodie means anything. ] ...I hope we can say sorry. At least.
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he's at the lake, sitting along a grassy embankment. quietly, ]
...I guess it's over. [ their part in things, anyway. ]
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Oh, I don't know about that. Counting chickens before they hatch and everything.
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he's very briefly distracted by how gerard sits like a human person, but it's like. blip on the radar. teenage-child curiosity. ]
I don't want to see how it could get worse. [ SURELY... THIS IS ENOUGH ] ...Are you okay?
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I'm-- Well. I'll be alright. I think. [ ... ] I know you aren't, but I don't think you need to be.
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he appreciates that he doesn't need to spell out how not-okay he is. it's not even remotely okay, and he's not good at pretending to be strong regardless. ]
...Yeah. [ ... ] I had a fight with him. We weren't even speaking.
It feels so... stupid now.
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... Sometimes the last things we say to people are stupid, and petty, and we regret them. I can't say I haven't done the same.
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I want to fix it. [ they could re-do their last words, technically ] But I don't know if we can.
[ they're not exactly cutthroat victor types here on froggystyle. and he's okay with that, but it does make the future uncertain—and a little scary, if the way he's messing with the sleeves of his hoodie means anything. ] ...I hope we can say sorry. At least.
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You could say something now? Perhaps he will hear it, in a way. You never know.