[ yeah he will just be having like. leftover mcflurry from the wolf-cake. ]
Okay, I suppose. I mean. We did see Ruby die earlier, and then tomorrow we will have to say goodbye, and that is not a great feeling. I-- Honestly didn't think we'd make it this far.
[their wolf-blorb cake.... buzen just nods at that, some of his cheerfulness fading to reveal the more somber line of emotions underneath.]
I'd say it's what we worked pretty hard for.... but it's like Ylfa-san said, having to make all these choices and be aware of what it means. I feel bad about Ruby-san still... but I think this is the consensus we all agreed to.
Mind if I catch you to say something before we part ways?
I think I ought to tell people that chances are we're probably never going to meet again, just because of what Matsu and I are... and what we do. If I see someone again, it probably means something bad.
[the way buzen is truly ex-catholically praying on every star that he will never see the frees again]
So even though everyone is hoping to keep in touch, I don't know if he and I will be able to—but that's the usual. I'm used to saying goodbye. I'm just glad I get to decide how I do it this time.
Before I go... I just wanted to say I'm glad I've met you, and I'll be remembering you and Ylfa-san for the rest of my existence. I'll wish you luck on where you go next, but hope you don't lose heart about your own capacity for change and how capable you are.
[ the way this whole tag is destroying me emotionally but also making me think that if the gous ever see the frees again then something has gone so terribly wrong in the swimming world ]
[ anyway i think he's kind of too stunned to say anything and instead he just sort of steps forward and hugs him, which is like. the first time he's ever done this of his own volition to someone who isn't a crying teen. ]
[buzen is extra terrified of the people who live in japan because the possibility of them being summoned to that time period is real and horrible
but regardless, buzen will just look a little surprised before he just immediately brings gerard into his arms for a hug!! his embrace is still soooo warm and comfortable, truly the most ridiculously cozy hugs ever]
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week 7 endgame
Yo, Ge-san! It's over! How ya feeling?
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Okay, I suppose. I mean. We did see Ruby die earlier, and then tomorrow we will have to say goodbye, and that is not a great feeling. I-- Honestly didn't think we'd make it this far.
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I'd say it's what we worked pretty hard for.... but it's like Ylfa-san said, having to make all these choices and be aware of what it means. I feel bad about Ruby-san still... but I think this is the consensus we all agreed to.
Mind if I catch you to say something before we part ways?
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[ he doesn't disagree. chewing on the mcflurry spoon but he stops when buzen asks that, and looks questioning. ]
Sure? Of course. What is it?
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[the way buzen is truly ex-catholically praying on every star that he will never see the frees again]
So even though everyone is hoping to keep in touch, I don't know if he and I will be able to—but that's the usual. I'm used to saying goodbye. I'm just glad I get to decide how I do it this time.
Before I go... I just wanted to say I'm glad I've met you, and I'll be remembering you and Ylfa-san for the rest of my existence. I'll wish you luck on where you go next, but hope you don't lose heart about your own capacity for change and how capable you are.
That's all.
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[ anyway i think he's kind of too stunned to say anything and instead he just sort of steps forward and hugs him, which is like. the first time he's ever done this of his own volition to someone who isn't a crying teen. ]
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but regardless, buzen will just look a little surprised before he just immediately brings gerard into his arms for a hug!! his embrace is still soooo warm and comfortable, truly the most ridiculously cozy hugs ever]