[ where are we. void. the local eggslut. idk either way gerard is just coming to find buzen after The Thing. he still has his sign that says fuck on it!! ]
What do you think? Optimistic? Certain doom? Something in between?
[ it's fine, he was told it has Power but also fully believes Anthy was yanking his chain but he can't leave it behind on the off-chance she was not Fucking With Him. ]
I wouldn't say worried. [ thinks. ] I suppose it's a bit like worrying if you will explode at any moment. If you do, it's not like you can do anything to stop it. So having a worry about it doesn't help at this point.
Hmm... then I hope that you can build new habits that let you have more confidence soon, Ge-san.
You're really different from when we first met, you know? And not just talking about appearances. You give me a lot of hope, for how people can change in just a few weeks.
[what is buzen if not the most direct person in the room, but his vibes are truly just warm and appreciative. a little amused.]
It's kinda funny that you're so surprised about it....
But yeah. Of course. I know that the path you've taken to get here hasn't been easy, and has actually in fact been pretty painful... but you've come out of it stronger and kinder.
[ the emotion is objectively he thinks buzen is the coolest fucking guy and there's nothing else to that don't examine it further
but also just like, extremely grateful. ]
I, um. [ wrow. ]
Thank you. [ sorry he sort of. laughs. because he did kill people. but so has buzen for his own reasons and he guesses if anyone would know it's probably him. ] I mean, it's in no small part thanks to your help and everything ...
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What do you think? Optimistic? Certain doom? Something in between?
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Optimistic. [where does all the confidence come from]
Why? Are you worried?
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I wouldn't say worried. [ thinks. ] I suppose it's a bit like worrying if you will explode at any moment. If you do, it's not like you can do anything to stop it. So having a worry about it doesn't help at this point.
Now I will admit to slightly terrified.
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[said with a smile nonetheless as he just bumps into gerard's side lightly, playfully]
But I kinda get it? To me it's like the anticipation before a big battle.... but there's no way out but through!
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I know, just consider it a general state of being. Old habits. And it isn't as if I plan to run. You are correct, there is no way out but through.
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You're really different from when we first met, you know? And not just talking about appearances. You give me a lot of hope, for how people can change in just a few weeks.
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[ he is aware that he's changed a lot, but hearing it so blatantly is really sending him on a loop. ]
You really think so?
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It's kinda funny that you're so surprised about it....
But yeah. Of course. I know that the path you've taken to get here hasn't been easy, and has actually in fact been pretty painful... but you've come out of it stronger and kinder.
That's impressive.
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but also just like, extremely grateful. ]
I, um. [ wrow. ]
Thank you. [ sorry he sort of. laughs. because he did kill people. but so has buzen for his own reasons and he guesses if anyone would know it's probably him. ] I mean, it's in no small part thanks to your help and everything ...
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buzen just grins back, the amusement and fondness growing stronger! gerard is so funny but such a good guy]
I mean... sure, it's been a group effort on things. All the missions we've had to do, and all that.
It's why I'm proud of all of us together, and proud of you too. Going home is pretty close in reach now.